Robert perpossed to me!!!!! April 20th 2010

Robert and I are now officially Engaged!!! I am so happy to have Robert and Alyssa in my life they both mean the world to me and I could not imagine life without them. Well the way I see it i would have no life without them they are my life!!! I am so happy and appreciative that god Blessed me with Robert. I feel that he put him in my life us in each others life for a big reason. We have both helped each other out tremendously since we have been together. I needed his help and his guidance as well as he needed mine. One thing I love about Robert is I can be myself around him and I feel he feels the same. And he does not judge me for my past and he See's me for the beautiful person I am and want to be. We have both grown so much since we have meet and I am looking forward to spending the rest of my life with him and Alyssa. The biggest thing I am looking forward to now Is getting married, Getting Baptised, Receiving the holy Ghost, and just following Gods Commandments like we should. And being a part of the Church and living our life the way Our Heavenly Father wants us to. Now here is the story of him purposing Him and my Sister Tyann went to Jared's like 2 week's ago to try to find me a ring. And while they where there I called him and he told me what he was doing. And that he was going to buy this ring he described it to me and I told him no matter what ring he got me that I would be happy an Appreciative but I asked him what he thought about me picking out a ring then him going back to buy it later that day .He was ok with it. So I told him not to worry about buying that ring. I firqued I am the one that's going to have to be wearing it so why not get what I want right. It's not the old days anymore and you don't have to follow tradition Its not like It's a rule or anything. And why not be happy right. Call me selfish I guess LOL ( he has picked me out jewelery before and I really Didn't like it that much so and It's not like I could of told him that I didn't like the engagement ring he got me to take it back and get another one. Yeah right I would have been a really mean person to do that so I would of had to per tend to like it even if I didn't and I did not want that to happen so I firqued I had a great idea. So I went to Kay Jewelry's the next day to look at some rings and I every time I go to look at ring's I am drawn to this one in particular ring style. It's like and Antique style I absolutely love the ring. It's weird because Growing up I always liked the Solitaire ring and then you know the wrap to go around it. I believe Lindsay said it's called Pavia setting. Robert likes that too but I kept on getting drawn to this ring So I decided on this one!!! So when I got home that day I told Robert about it and told him where it was. The next day he left to go get it and he even told me where he was going. I called him later on and he told me that they didn't have the ring anymore that they had just sold it 2 hours before he got there. Well if you know Robert It's like him to say something like that and try to be sneaky. So I barely didn't pay to much attention to what he was saying and I was like OH man really Being I had just talked to the salesman like a couple hours before he got there. But there still could be a chance Robert was telling the truth but not likely. I thought he is just probably wanting to surprise me. So I continued through my day actually that day I was going to try on wedding dresses with Marlene and Emily and It was so much fun. So that night you know I didn't really think he would do it then but I thought maybe since we where going out and Alyssa was with her grandma and everything. But he didn't and this was on a Saturday. By that Wesesday I was starting to think well maybe they really didn't have the ring and he had to order it or something I didn't know what to think really. I know you can go to another store and get it but I told Robert that I picked the ring out and the rest is up to him. So Anyways I remember him saying before that he wanted the proposal to be really special and he really had not thought of anything yet that he was trying to come up with something really good. So I firqued that he had the ring but he just had not thought of a way to Propose

 yet. Or they just really sold it I didn't know either way really.  So that Friday night 6 day after I picked out the ring I laid down early to go to bed probably around 9 pm and Robert and Alyssa was in the living room. Well I woke up to Robert laying next to me kissing me and holding my hand paying with my ring that I had on earlier that Day which I thought ( you know like twisting the ring ) So I thought for a second I was half asleep and I thought well MAYBE then I felt my ring (being it was to dark to see) to see you know if it was engagement ring or the ring I had on Earlier that day. So I said to Robert you punk because i thought it was my ring I had on earlier that day and I said you punk because IO thought you punk you had me thinking that it was my engagement ring then right after I said you punk he said WILL YOU MARRY ME???? I said OMG I couldn't believe it and of course I said yes. Then I ran to turn on the light and I couldn't stop staring at him and the ring I was so happy. Then I ran into Alyssa's nursery to tell her the good news. Robert said that he wanted to put it on my finger and have me wake up to it on my hand but he couldn't wait any longer. He was just thinking of a way to get out of getting on his knee LOL. Well he said that he was going to take me out somewhere but then I would of expected it and it would not of been surprise. And we go out to dinner all the time so going out to dinner really isn't that special to us anymore. I am so glad that he did it like he did and did not have me wait no longer I LOVE MY FAMILY!! ALWAYS AND FOREVER