Robert perpossed to me!!!!! April 20th 2010

Robert and I are now officially Engaged!!! I am so happy to have Robert and Alyssa in my life they both mean the world to me and I could not imagine life without them. Well the way I see it i would have no life without them they are my life!!! I am so happy and appreciative that god Blessed me with Robert. I feel that he put him in my life us in each others life for a big reason. We have both helped each other out tremendously since we have been together. I needed his help and his guidance as well as he needed mine. One thing I love about Robert is I can be myself around him and I feel he feels the same. And he does not judge me for my past and he See's me for the beautiful person I am and want to be. We have both grown so much since we have meet and I am looking forward to spending the rest of my life with him and Alyssa. The biggest thing I am looking forward to now Is getting married, Getting Baptised, Receiving the holy Ghost, and just following Gods Commandments like we should. And being a part of the Church and living our life the way Our Heavenly Father wants us to. Now here is the story of him purposing Him and my Sister Tyann went to Jared's like 2 week's ago to try to find me a ring. And while they where there I called him and he told me what he was doing. And that he was going to buy this ring he described it to me and I told him no matter what ring he got me that I would be happy an Appreciative but I asked him what he thought about me picking out a ring then him going back to buy it later that day .He was ok with it. So I told him not to worry about buying that ring. I firqued I am the one that's going to have to be wearing it so why not get what I want right. It's not the old days anymore and you don't have to follow tradition Its not like It's a rule or anything. And why not be happy right. Call me selfish I guess LOL ( he has picked me out jewelery before and I really Didn't like it that much so and It's not like I could of told him that I didn't like the engagement ring he got me to take it back and get another one. Yeah right I would have been a really mean person to do that so I would of had to per tend to like it even if I didn't and I did not want that to happen so I firqued I had a great idea. So I went to Kay Jewelry's the next day to look at some rings and I every time I go to look at ring's I am drawn to this one in particular ring style. It's like and Antique style I absolutely love the ring. It's weird because Growing up I always liked the Solitaire ring and then you know the wrap to go around it. I believe Lindsay said it's called Pavia setting. Robert likes that too but I kept on getting drawn to this ring So I decided on this one!!! So when I got home that day I told Robert about it and told him where it was. The next day he left to go get it and he even told me where he was going. I called him later on and he told me that they didn't have the ring anymore that they had just sold it 2 hours before he got there. Well if you know Robert It's like him to say something like that and try to be sneaky. So I barely didn't pay to much attention to what he was saying and I was like OH man really Being I had just talked to the salesman like a couple hours before he got there. But there still could be a chance Robert was telling the truth but not likely. I thought he is just probably wanting to surprise me. So I continued through my day actually that day I was going to try on wedding dresses with Marlene and Emily and It was so much fun. So that night you know I didn't really think he would do it then but I thought maybe since we where going out and Alyssa was with her grandma and everything. But he didn't and this was on a Saturday. By that Wesesday I was starting to think well maybe they really didn't have the ring and he had to order it or something I didn't know what to think really. I know you can go to another store and get it but I told Robert that I picked the ring out and the rest is up to him. So Anyways I remember him saying before that he wanted the proposal to be really special and he really had not thought of anything yet that he was trying to come up with something really good. So I firqued that he had the ring but he just had not thought of a way to Propose

 yet. Or they just really sold it I didn't know either way really.  So that Friday night 6 day after I picked out the ring I laid down early to go to bed probably around 9 pm and Robert and Alyssa was in the living room. Well I woke up to Robert laying next to me kissing me and holding my hand paying with my ring that I had on earlier that Day which I thought ( you know like twisting the ring ) So I thought for a second I was half asleep and I thought well MAYBE then I felt my ring (being it was to dark to see) to see you know if it was engagement ring or the ring I had on Earlier that day. So I said to Robert you punk because i thought it was my ring I had on earlier that day and I said you punk because IO thought you punk you had me thinking that it was my engagement ring then right after I said you punk he said WILL YOU MARRY ME???? I said OMG I couldn't believe it and of course I said yes. Then I ran to turn on the light and I couldn't stop staring at him and the ring I was so happy. Then I ran into Alyssa's nursery to tell her the good news. Robert said that he wanted to put it on my finger and have me wake up to it on my hand but he couldn't wait any longer. He was just thinking of a way to get out of getting on his knee LOL. Well he said that he was going to take me out somewhere but then I would of expected it and it would not of been surprise. And we go out to dinner all the time so going out to dinner really isn't that special to us anymore. I am so glad that he did it like he did and did not have me wait no longer I LOVE MY FAMILY!! ALWAYS AND FOREVER

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Becoming-Provident-Providers ( Morman Message)
I really enjoyed this video and the message behind it. The message I got out of it was try not to be so focused on Wordly things and be more focused on the things that really matter and have Eternteral Value. I myself need need to work on this alot.

A Day at The Town Center!!!

Robert thinks I am so silly for taking pics while we are out shopping and stuff thats why I dont really get alot. I think It embrasses him to take pics in public. Or mybe he has just had so many picturs token of him that he really dont like it anymore. Because his mom likes pictures just as much as I do. But I can't blam her I love to have pics to be able to look back at memories.Well this is just a day at the Town Center. I took these pics whewn we went out to eat at The ChesseCake Factory. I Love that resturant it's so pretty and there menu is huge. We did alot of shopping that day. Robert suprised me and asked me if I wanted to go in the couch store and I am like ok but I was not expecting him to ask me if I wanted to buy a purse. Because I had just bought a new one 2 months before. So anyways he bought me another one. But what I really want is a louie bag LOL. But I am happy with Couch. Next I am going to go to Very Bradely and buy a purse there. They have the cutest Mommy and Daughter purses. And they have real little purses for the daughter that matches the diaper bag. I know she is kind of to young now for a purse but believeme when she gets like mybe one she is getting one. If I already6 am thinking of it now and she is 5 months I don't think I will be able to wait that much longer, I am going to make myself wait a little bit though. But I was just talking to the missionares the othe day and telling them how easy it is to get caught up in all the worldy things. Like clothes , Cars, purses and we are not going to have any of that when we leave this world and we will not be able to use it. So I am going to try to work on that. Well I am going to get ready for bed. Good night

Easter of 2010

Well We spent Easter at my friend Kika's house!!! We had a really good time. Robert meet her boyfriend for the first time and they really clicked well together. Kika's boyfriend owns his own bussiness too so they definnalty had stuff to talk about. Kika cooked dinner and it was really good.She had her Mom, Dad Her 2 sisters well one of her sister live there with her. Her Sister Ninca had her 4 kids there. Plus a few more kids where there. There was a house full but on Holidays that the way It's suppossed to be. Anyways Alyssa and I went Easter Egg Hunting together, I pushed her stroller with her in it around the yard picking up Easter Eggs, While Daddy Recorded us on the Camcorder. That's why I don't have many pic's cause he was busy recording. I do have a few more I still have to upload though.  Well back to the Easter Egg hunting with Alyssa I really wanted to make Alyssa a part of me hunting the eggs even though she is only 4 and a half old. So when I found an Easter Egg I would pick it up and show it to her and say look what we found Alyssa an

 Easter Egg .And I would let her touch the Egg and all. There where other children hunting Eggs also and being I am am like the best at finding eggs I did'nt hunt for long I just didn;t want to spoil it for the kids LOL. So I just took all the easy ones that where laid out in the front and Alyssa and I found alot of eggs a total of 6 eggs wow.We are the best aren't we!!! The night before Alyssa and I colored The Easter Eggs together and  got her Basket ready and put all of her toys in it. Which consited of A Easter Bunny which was purple It's so cute a medium size one, 6 pairs of  Baby Phat Soaks,Crib Toys, New Pasifer,and some plastic Eggs. So Anyways I put Alyssa's Baby Bouncer on top of the kitchen Table so she could be a part of me coloring the eggs. Then set up my little station and I colored them and she watched. All and all we had a good Easter I will always remember it.And I am so glad that we where able to recorded it and have for her to watch when she gets older. We had a good time at my friends Kikas house everyone loved Alyssa especially ninca's little girl. Alyssa got kind of fussy toward the end of the day though I think she was just tried and not used to being around so many people.

My Wild Sister Tyann!!!!

ALyssa just loves her Aunt Tyann so much. Which so does my nices and nephew's they love her too when my ninces where littler they would cry and cry when she would leave. She is really great with kids. I am glad that Alyssa is so close with her Aunt Tyann. Tyann has no Children yet so she can enjoy Alyssa for the time being. She wants children but she does not believe that she is ready.

Robert and I when we took Micheele one of his Clients out to dinner at The Chessecake Factory!!

Our Friday Evening at Emily's and Jeff's playing Board Games!!!! March 2010

 Robert,Alyssa and I all went over Jeff and Emily's house last month around the middle of March. On a Friday evening to play board games. We really had a good time and it was fun to play like a kid for a little while. I haven't played board games in forever.I Believe that Emily won the game of Sorry and Robert won the game of Risk. It was kind of funny Emily and I was being nice about the game and we didn't like to knock each other off the game. Well except for the guys we didn't mind knocking them back to home base LOL. So I really did'nt have a chance at wining. But the second game of sorry I played for the game and It was all fun. I really liked there house and there big yard and it was so cute how they had it set up for the time being during the remodel.  And they are such addoriable Newly Weds that's for sure. Before the game we ordered pizza for dinner and Alyssa slept while we was playing the board Games. So it all worked out good and I am glad that they invited us over.

These Pictures where token at Robert's Cousin's house Brian and his Wife Wendy! On our trip in Calfornia one night all the family meat up at their home for dinner. We had a really good time and Dinner was great. Speaking of such I still need to get the recipe from Wendy Hint Hint. Well I was able to meet alot of Robert's Family that I had not at the time had the pleasure to meet. They where all so sweet to Alyssa and I and made me feel right at home. Robert's Cousin Katie, and her Husband Dale and their Daughter was there. And i got to spend some time with them also. Katie is such a sweet person she is so quiet and soft spoken which I really liked about her. You dont meet someone as sweet as her everyday. Her daughter is so sweet and Beautifull it makes me look foward to Alyssa growing up. Just seeing her with her daughter and her talking to her made me think of Alyssa and I future together. It really did and Still does. I cant leave out Kendra and Dave I meet them Also which they of course where really sweet to us also which all of his family is which means so much to me. Especailly how accepting they are of me and they where able to look past my faults and my past life and see me for the person I really am. That means alot. Well  I just had a good time and am looking forward to seeing everyone again.

Hotels Pictures from the Hotels we stayed in on our Calfornia Trip!!!

Room Service is Great especially aftera long day!!

2nd HotelWell I have to say that traveling with a baby is not as easy as I thought it would be. We really enjoyed our trip but I was glad to be home when we arrived.Traveling with a 4 month old is changeling . Being there for Emily and being able to suppoert her and Alyssa was wroth every bit of triedsome I went through and luggage I pulled. That's for sure.Robert and I really enjoyed staying at the nice hotels. It was great having someone make your bed for you everyday and cleaning your room. And the room service was great too. The flight attendant's where so nice to us and caring well everyone was. They just addored Alyssa. Alyssa did very good on her airplane ride. On the way back though like the last hour she was tried and I think she was just ready to be home. And tried of being lugged around. Thank Goodness for the resturants in the airport so I could heat up her bottles. They where all genourous about giving me steamed water to set her bottel in to warm it. She will bnot drink room temp bottles. They have to be warm thats the only bad thing about travling.I am trying to break her from that now.

Pictures of Hollywood Blvd on our trip to Calfornia!!!

.Well thewse pictures where token on Hollywood Blvd on our trip to Calfornia!!! Robert,Alyssa,Lindsay, John, Cameron and I all meet up on Hollywood Blvd on our last day in Calfornia to do some site seeing. We had a good time we went shopping at a few stores and some gifts shops and got some things to remember our trip. Then we ate atr a resturant on the strip.These pictures right above of Alyssa and I where while we was waiting for our food. We was going to go on a tour bus to take a tour of some of the Sars Mansions for instance The Playboy Mansion and Micheal Jackson House. But by the time we ate we missed it. So another time mybe. I Believe Lindsay and John went to the airport after this to go back home, But our flight wasen't until the next day so we went to a hotel after which we stayed at The Sharteon!! Very nice hotel in fact it was my favorite. I just loved that hotel well I loved all the ones we stayed at. One thing I really liked about the Hotels we stayed in was they al;l had a Starbucks in the lobby and gifts shops. They even had there own resturant in the hotel. It was so funny one morning Alyssa and I went down stairs to get some toast from the resturant well I thought it was contential breakfast. So I got some toast and milk because I really wasent that hungry I just needed to eat to take my medicade.So I ate my toast then went to g leave and the lady hands me a bill for $25 dollars or something like that. I mean if I was planning on eating breakfast and actually ate breakfast there besides one piece of toast I would not of cared paying the $25 dollars but I was like what??? Well anyways I just paid it anyways and charged it to my room and did not complain about it. It was just a funny experience.So I thought I would share. At the last hotel we stayed in The Sharteon they had indoor pools and Hot tubs. We didnt use them I guess because it was so late and everything that night when we came in but I wished we would have but It would have been hard with the baby and all. We had to wake up super early the next morning to go to the airport. We got home in JAx time 8pm that night. And I was so glad to be home. But glad we went at the same time!