A little story....
13 years ago
Always and Forever!!
Alyssa had a Doctor's Appt On Wesesday to get her shots. Poor thing But she did really good I was so proud of her. She did way better then last time. After the Doctor's we went and got some lunch for my Granny and I then we took some lunch to my Granny. She is having surgery next week so I am trying to give her some moral support and strength I know she is kind of scared. She has to be put to sleep and she says that for some reason It's not good for her to be put to sleep. I forgot exactly why But I'm trying my best to be there for her. So I thought It might brighten her day for Alyssa and I to stop by for a few hours and visit with her. She was so happy to see us she really was. And she was so appreciative that we brought her lunch. She has a very strict diet so she really has to watch what she eats. But sometimes not very often she will splurge on what she eats but not that much. So I got her a milkshake, French fries and a Hamburger, And she really loved it. Could you imagine having to watch every little thing you eat I mean I know some people watch there diets but she has to. It comes down to life or death because her artery has clogged before. It happened about 15 years ago and they told her she had like 9 years so live and she is still living. So I really need to start spending more time with her. Alyssa and I went in the children's books section and read 2 books. They have it set up so nice for children they really do. The last Picture in this post is while we where reading. Well I am going to go for now. Take Care and God Bless ya!!!

Alyssa and her Daddy at Breakfast!! Robert's about to eat his favoriate food at his favorite Resturant which is French Toast at Cracker Barrell!!! He order's this everytime we go there weather it be day or night. Ever since the very first time we went there 2 years ago!!!
I love how Alyssa is smiling so big in this picture! well these Pictures where token on May 2nd at Craker Barrell Sunday morning after Church!!! Everyone just loved Alyssa's Dress I got so many complament's on her dress. I just love the dress I always have I was so happy to recive it from Lindsay's Mother Tammy. It was so sweet of her to get me this dress for Alyssa along with all the other many things she has gotten me for her. I don't know if any of you have had this promblem but I have noticed that alot of times when I take Pictures with Alyssa and Either I look great in the pic and she's not smiling or she looks great and I look terrible never we can both look good in the same Pictures. It's either one or the other. I mean every once in awhile I will get one with both of us looking good but's It's very selledome. But I do like this Last Picture because It looks like I'm in heaven dosen't it!!
better watch out or I will kick you all the way back to your Mommy's house!!! LOL Yeah Alyssa and I stopped by Daddy's Office bedore we went to Once Upon A Child to put down smoe order and make sure things where running right or should I say Alyssa did. She had a metting with the guys and made sure they knew that there main focus for the day should be to Make Mommy and her some momey so they can do plenty of shopping and buy plenty of clothes and toys. She told them that she would put them in the corner with the boggy monster if they didn't so You caould say that they listened.cause nobody would like that right. Well after we got done with that we went and had some fun. As muchas we could with it being so hot outside. I swear I was pouring sweat just going from the car to the store enterance. And I parked right in front of the store. On the way out Alyssa and I was both really hot I could tell she was poor thing her little checks whre red. She dosen't like the hest either. Then we had to stop and get gas n the way home so that didn't help having to shut off the car and get out and all AGAIN. But what ya gonna do stay at home. Well I'm going to go for now just got done feedsing Alyssa her bottle. So I am going to put her down for bed then go myself. Take care guys and God Bless!








Between what I got her from Once Upon a Child and from Baby's Ur us she is ready for summer. But I probaly will not stop LOL.I enjoy buying her clothes as much as I do for myself, Mybe even more. Well all and all I had a good day shopping with Alyssa. And as you can see wuth the Pic with Alyssa in her Daddy's Chair with the paper that sys Boss Lady that we stopped by Daddy's office also to visit with him and lay down some order. The Pictures abpve are of April 25th 2010!!!
These are just 2 Pic of Alyssa that I like they where token one morning at craker Brarrell on April 31st 2010!!!



Robert and I are now officially Engaged!!! I am so happy to have Robert and Alyssa in my life they both mean the world to me and I could not imagine life without them. Well the way I see it i would have no life without them they are my life!!! I am so happy and appreciative that god Blessed me with Robert. I feel that he put him in my life us in each others life for a big reason. We have both helped each other out tremendously since we have been together. I needed his help and his guidance as well as he needed mine. One thing I love about Robert is I can be myself around him and I feel he feels the same. And he does not judge me for my past and he See's me for the beautiful person I am and want to be. We have both grown so much since we have meet and I am looking forward to spending the rest of my life with him and Alyssa. The biggest thing I am looking forward to now Is getting married, Getting Baptised, Receiving the holy Ghost, and just following Gods Commandments like we should. And being a part of the Church and living our life the way Our Heavenly Father wants us to. Now here is the story of him purposing Him and my Sister Tyann went to Jared's like 2 week's ago to try to find me a ring. And while they where there I called him and he told me what he was doing. And that he was going to buy this ring he described it to me and I told him no matter what ring he got me that I would be happy an Appreciative but I asked him what he thought about me picking out a ring then him going back to buy it later that day .He was ok with it. So I told him not to worry about buying that ring. I firqued I am the one that's going to have to be wearing it so why not get what I want right. It's not the old days anymore and you don't have to follow tradition Its not like It's a rule or anything. And why not be happy right. Call me selfish I guess LOL ( he has picked me out jewelery before and I really Didn't like it that much so and It's not like I could of told him that I didn't like the engagement ring he got me to take it back and get another one. Yeah right I would have been a really mean person to do that so I would of had to per tend to like it even if I didn't and I did not want that to happen so I firqued I had a great idea. So I went to Kay Jewelry's the next day to look at some rings and I every time I go to look at ring's I am drawn to this one in particular ring style. It's like and Antique style I absolutely love the ring. It's weird because Growing up I always liked the Solitaire ring and then you know the wrap to go around it. I believe Lindsay said it's called Pavia setting. Robert likes that too but I kept on getting drawn to this ring So I decided on this one!!! So when I got home that day I told Robert about it and told him where it was. The next day he left to go get it and he even told me where he was going. I called him later on and he told me that they didn't have the ring anymore that they had just sold it 2 hours before he got there. Well if you know Robert It's like him to say something like that and try to be sneaky. So I barely didn't pay to much attention to what he was saying and I was like OH man really Being I had just talked to the salesman like a couple hours before he got there. But there still could be a chance Robert was telling the truth but not likely. I thought he is just probably wanting to surprise me. So I continued through my day actually that day I was going to try on wedding dresses with Marlene and Emily and It was so much fun. So that night you know I didn't really think he would do it then but I thought maybe since we where going out and Alyssa was with her grandma and everything. But he didn't and this was on a Saturday. By that Wesesday I was starting to think well maybe they really didn't have the ring and he had to order it or something I didn't know what to think really. I know you can go to another store and get it but I told Robert that I picked the ring out and the rest is up to him. So Anyways I remember him saying before that he wanted the proposal to be really special and he really had not thought of anything yet that he was trying to come up with something really good. So I firqued that he had the ring but he just had not thought of a way to Propose 
Robert thinks I am so silly for taking pics while we are out shopping and stuff thats why I dont really get alot. I think It embrasses him to take pics in public. Or mybe he has just had so many picturs token of him that he really dont like it anymore. Because his mom likes pictures just as much as I do. But I can't blam her I love to have pics to be able to look back at memories.Well this is just a day at the Town Center. I took these pics whewn we went out to eat at The ChesseCake Factory. I Love that resturant it's so pretty and there menu is huge. We did alot of shopping that day. Robert suprised me and asked me if I wanted to go in the couch store and I am like ok but I was not expecting him to ask me if I wanted to buy a purse. Because I had just bought a new one 2 months before. So anyways he bought me another one. But what I really want is a louie bag LOL. But I am happy with Couch. Next I am going to go to Very Bradely and buy a purse there. They have the cutest Mommy and Daughter purses. And they have real little purses for the daughter that matches the diaper bag. I know she is kind of to young now for a purse but believeme when she gets like mybe one she is getting one. If I already6 am thinking of it now and she is 5 months I don't think I will be able to wait that much longer, I am going to make myself wait a little bit though. But I was just talking to the missionares the othe day and telling them how easy it is to get caught up in all the worldy things. Like clothes , Cars, purses and we are not going to have any of that when we leave this world and we will not be able to use it. So I am going to try to work on that. Well I am going to get ready for bed. Good night




Well We spent Easter at my friend Kika's house!!! We had a really good time. Robert meet her boyfriend for the first time and they really clicked well together. Kika's boyfriend owns his own bussiness too so they definnalty had stuff to talk about. Kika cooked dinner and it was really good.She had her Mom, Dad Her 2 sisters well one of her sister live there with her. Her Sister Ninca had her 4 kids there. Plus a few more kids where there. There was a house full but on Holidays that the way It's suppossed to be. Anyways Alyssa and I went Easter Egg Hunting together, I pushed her stroller with her in it around the yard picking up Easter Eggs, While Daddy Recorded us on the Camcorder. That's why I don't have many pic's cause he was busy recording. I do have a few more I still have to upload though. Well back to the Easter Egg hunting with Alyssa I really wanted to make Alyssa a part of me hunting the eggs even though she is only 4 and a half old. So when I found an Easter Egg I would pick it up and show it to her and say look what we found Alyssa an